deaudragon
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Im so glad Im not alone - 2005/09/28 08:52
I am so glad I have a place i can say what is happening to me. All my life I've had to hide all of the phenomena that has followed me around. When I was younger I would wake up to baby cries and rattles and a green glowing picture of jesus. Things kept disappearing and months later appear in places that were high traficked. So we know they weren't there the whole time. We would walk into the kitchen and all the cabinets would be open and the pots and pans all laying in the floor. My closet door would open by itself even when i set unreasonable heavy things in front of the door. A shadow would pass by my bed and I would get so full of fear... I mean the kind of fear you feel when you have a phobia and you freeze and can't do anything because you are so scared. One time i came home and my dog was laying dead in my brothers room. It looked like someone and strangled my dog to death . The collar was laying broken next to the lifeless body. I mean things like that.
Now Im married and my husband doesn't seem to notice anything odd that goes on in the house. He knows that he changes when he enters the door though. He is a really fantastic guy but when he gets into the house he becomes mean. He makes fun of me for no reason and he just doesn't act like him at all. When we go to sleep at night he tosses and turns and yells in his sleep which he has never done. One time I woke up to him thinking I was an evil thing and trying to kill me. I don't understand why it is affecting him this way. All it does to me is dropp things in the room and slam doors. One time There was heavy banging on our door and it woke me out of a sound sleep. Needless to say my husband couldn't be woken up. Do you think the spirit might be feeding off of my husband?? Im scared and I need help. I don't know if it is possessing him or if it is just trying to get back at me because i wont let it into the bedroom willingly. It's even tried using my roommates voices when they weren't here. Please i need your help. I see that you are going through a lot and it makes me think that my ghost is not a ghost but something worse. I don't believe in god or satan to be honest with you. I am a pagan and i have tried numerous times to cleanse the room but it just makes the entity angrier. Can you please offer some advice as to what to do besides run with my tail between my legs to another place???
lost, scared, and confused
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Immrama
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Re:Im so glad Im not alone - 2005/09/29 03:57
D,
You have to be forceful, and say "You are not welcome here. You have to leave." Don't be shy. Don't dance around it, stand tall in your shoes, and say "This is my house, and you aren't welcome here anymore. You need to go to the light. It is time for you to leave."
If it make you comfterable smudge the house with white sage, going from room to room clockwise saying "There is peace in this house." Fill each room with white light and joy.
You'll be fine! Just stand up, be strong and take charge of your house.
Immrama
I'm never really alone. *giggles*
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deaudragon
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Re:Im so glad Im not alone - 2005/09/29 19:50
what about my husband?? I've tried clensing the house with white light and sage. Even the cats have stopped going near my husband and I have clensed him also in white light. I've even clensed car. I don't know. We are planning on moving into a new house. It is affecting him so much mentally that he can't take living here anymore.
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thelostamerican
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Re:Im so glad Im not alone - 2005/10/16 08:34
Hi Deaudragon,
I have just a couple of questions, if you don't mind. How long have you been married to your husband? Is this your first home with him or did you live somewhere else with him before? How was he then?
The bad dreams, change in personality and the attempt to do you bodily harm is serious stuff. You need to get this under control. Even if it means movig (although that's no garantee that your Guest will not come with you).
I'd really appreciate a reply from you. Maybe we can work something out or point you in a general direction for more help.
take care!
tla
PS Sorry it took so lang to react to your post. I'll be quicker next time 
"I do not claim to be an expert. If I say anything intelligent, it was by pure luck." thelostamerican@helloghost.com 
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